When the rain falls...

Yesterday was my first day back to work.
I waitressed.
It was busy but actually qent quite well. I am still incredibly worn out though.
Tonight I work the night buffet.
Normally that is insanity.
Yet it's also rather fun...after that I will dipsidoodle up to Border Fare and be there until closing.
The childbirth class was much better this week. I liked the kind of breathing we practiced better.
And the hand massage was very nice.
I also grabbed a foot massage chart and gave Robert one. He tried to return the favor but I am WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to ticklish.
I blame Matthew for that...he was a very unmerciful brother. He would grab my foot in a vice grip and tickle it until I either cried with laughter or wet myself...or both.
Yup, there's a brother for you.
We also had to watch a video on an actual labor which was both interesting and ackward...
Once I get to the eighth month I will be more anxious about labor but for now I am just concentrating on getting there.

I get so frustrated sometimes...there's so many things I see that I should be doing but I don't have the energy to do and then I lay down to try to sleep so I might get the energy to do some of them only then my mind lays awake filled with all the things I would like to do...
Don't know what to do about that one.

I apoligize readers for the dreary nature of this post.


goal accomplished: "get some form of a job"

Well at long last and three days late I have finished "The Return of the King"
I didn't read all the appendixes because I hope to at some point later to do another Tolkien theme where I read all his histories of Middle Earth.

"Yet it is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us to succour of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields we know, so that those who live after us may have a clean earth to till."